Long Time No See- A Time to Reflect

30 Dec

Sleeping Baby

You think about what you did

Wow, what a year this has been! I’m finally able to have a moment to myself to reflect on this amazing year. If the writing is a little ‘off’, I apologize. It’s been quite a while since I have done anything of consequence so I am giving it a shot.

This year began a little differently than others, being that we didn’t celebrate New Year’s Eve the night before. The wife was sick and we just stayed at home. Real exciting. Days. Weeks. Months. Time just seemed to fly by leading up to the first major event of the year. Graduation. This was a major milestone in my life as it is for so many others; my journey just took a little longer than most. After walking across that stage, a new job was imminent…or so I thought. Suffice to say I am still looking at this point, just not as hard lately.

And then my world turned upside down.

They say having a child changes you, and they would be correct. In the early days of the little guys life, our lives were tough. No sleep. Grumpiness. Arguing. Did I mention no sleep? Thankfully family was there to ease us into the transition of being responsible for a new life. Lots of screaming and crying is about all that can be said for the first few months and that is just on my part.

Fast forward to today where I am able to take some much needed “creative time” to sit and not worry about whether my son has pooped himself, spit up, or rolled off his playmat. Being creative is not something that comes easy when your child gets upset every time you turn your back on them. Not to mention that he is also the master of the power nap. Seriously, he goes all day after a couple 20 minute naps. If I could do that, I would be the most productive person in the world! I’ve tried to keep myself in the blogging/uploading spirit by working on a side blog called A Paci for Your Thoughts. I use that as a forum for anything random that might come to mind during the insanity filled days of being a stay at home dad. Mainly it has been used as a repository for images and audio updates via Soundcloud. Hopefully I will be doing more stuff with it (and this site) in the new year. Only time will tell.

As the year comes to a close tomorrow, I’ve started to look back on regrets. You can’t change the past so why worry about it? The only thing I want to do is to learn from my mistakes and not repeat them. After reading a post that Dave Delaney linked to, It really got me thinking about how I need to treasure every moment I have with my son. He’ll be driving next week and graduating college the week after, so I need to be mindful of the present and not let it slip away like I have let so many other things slip by in the past. I may be sleep deprived at 1AM in the morning feeding him a bottle, but the smile he gives me when he sees me makes it all worth it. Being able to cuddle as I rock him back to sleep; these are the moments I don’t want to miss out on. If I have learned anything this year, it’s not to take time for granted. Blink, and the moments gone.

If you take anything away from this, don’t take your time on this planet for granted. We are only here for a short amount of time in the grand scheme of things, so make something of it while you are here. See you in 2012.

One Device to Rule Them All

16 Aug
Burned Out Room

Something Lost, Something Gained

On July 6, 2000 my parents house caught on fire. It was during construction of an addition being made to the house and was blamed on faulty wiring. The fire destroyed the bonus room and half of the new construction that had been built on top of it and to its sides. Not only destroying the contents of the bonus room, it began to sweep through the attic before it was brought under control on the hottest day of the year (so far at the time). The event was so prolific, that it even made it to the front page of the local paper that day. Looking back on that moment in my life, I have never been the same; both the good and the bad.

Way back in 2000, there were no such things as iPods and iPhones. All I had was a Palm Pilot V and a ‘brick’ Motorola cell phone. On that hot July day, I was no longer living at home, but away at college a mere 40 minutes away. At that point in time I was speaking with my parents nearly on a daily basis. To make a long story short, the phone had been busy at their house for hours and I was starting to get worried. After getting in touch with my grandmother, I learned of the terrible incident. My father who is legally blind (but by no means disabled) was the only one home at the time it started seeing as all the construction workers had left for lunch. Somehow he managed to get out safely and get the cats to safety as well as have enough foresight to go outside and film the disaster. (Proud of him for that.) Once I made it back to my parents I was just at a loss for words. My mother was working and hadn’t found out about it yet when she arrived back at the house, so I was going to be the brave one to tell her what had happened, but only managed to break down into tears as I told her.

A part of me burned up with that room in July. What was it? Have I managed to regain it? I don’t quite know. My wife has always said I was never the ‘same’ after it happened, so I’m not quite sure what burned up in there. Innocence? Childhood? However, I did gain something from this disaster; the sense for a need to backup my life.

In previous posts on this blog, here and here, I have discussed about living in one suitcase. The idea is that you can fit your life into one piece of luggage. After one loses something, they tend to have a greater appreciation for that which they have. We all have ‘stuff’, and lots of it. Things that we ‘need’ that wind up being thrown in a closet or room only to gather dust. That’s part of what this room was not only for myself but my parents as well. Trying to go through the debris and remember every little item that was in there is nearly impossible. What made matters worse was that the construction workers started shoveling stuff into the dumpsters before we even had a chance to go through it. Which brings us back to the point of this post. What good came from this disaster? I started making inventory lists of all my belongings, more importantly, I started converting my life over to a digital lifestyle. Remember, we’re talking about 2000, not 2011. I had account numbers, Quicken files, inventory lists, etc. all accessible on my Palm Pilot. I took pictures of my apartment and all its belongings so that if the unthinkable or something else were to happen…again, I would be ready, or at least better prepared. Pictures were scanned and saved to Zip disks. (Remember those?) It was a small feeling as if I was in control. Fast forward to 2011.

To be quite honest, I don’t know how I survived without my iPhone all this time. I’m sure that sounds pathetic, but it’s the way that I am and a lot of others are these days. My entire life in my pocket. No matter where I am, I can access crucial information on my device. As I mentioned, the fire brought the need to backup everything in my life and that’s just what I’ve done….maybe to an extreme. Let’s break this up into aspects of my life; how I’ve backed them up and how I can access them with an iDevice. Read the rest of this entry »

Another 48 Hours in the Books

16 Aug
Me at the camera

New year, new camera setup

As the seconds tick by, so has another 48 Hour Film Project for another year. This year was another nail biting, down to the second finish, but it was so much more enjoyable than last year. Why was this year different than any other one you might ask. One word: Experience.

Being a new dad and writing this a month removed from the event, my mind might be a little cloudy on all the details, but let’s proceed. Compared with the year before, or production crew as well as cast was about double in size. Everyone knew what they were doing and we had some EXTREMELY talented people this year, both in front of and behind the camera. In the usual NOT (Never On Time) Productions manner, things started to get hectic and too relaxed in the ending hours and mistakes were made. All in all though, we put a good end product this year. Could it have been great? Most definitely, but then again, that’s what experience is for; learning from our errors. Did we learn from last year’s errors? Yes and no. Form a production stand point we were a lot more professional than we were last year. As for post…….it still needs some work.

So how did things turn out? We managed to turn the project in on time again with even less time that least year(less than 2 minutes I believe). Last year we got runner-up in our genre, while this year we got 3, yes 3 awards! Best in Genre, Best Sound Effects and Best Graphics. What a turn around from last year. Could we have done better? Most definitely. Will I do it again. More than likely. We’ll have to see how the whole parent thing works out, but more than likely yes.

I will say one last parting thing about being part of the 48 Hour Film Project. I have never had a more enjoyable time period that lasts so short, yet the after glow lasts so long. It always makes me want to learn something new that I can step up my game so to speak. Finding that time though may be a little harder to come by than it used to be. Speaking of which, someone’s calling for their bottle.

To Upgrade, or Not to Upgrade? Is there really a question?

21 Jul
About this Mac

Should I Upgrade?

**Disclaimer- I am an Apple fanatic, but just shy of fanboy.

When I first heard that Mac OSX Lion was coming out, I had some mixed feelings about it. In a previous post, I said that I just wasn’t all that in to the hype about it. After reading the glitz and glamour on Apple’s website, I still felt like I wasn’t getting the big picture. In the past, I have ALWAYS been an earlier adopter to the operating system updates and have even been at some of the launch parties; but this, this feels different.

I have a few Mac’s that I use around the house; including a MacBook Pro, a Mac Mini as a server and a MacPro which is my workhorse editing machine. I have a LOT of software running on the workhorse, so I am a little hesitant to upgrade on it. I finally got ProTools running again after firmware updates, so I would like to keep it that way. Being a creative, I also have a bevy of Adobe programs, which seem to not be playing nicely with the kitty. Another reason at the moment is because of Quicken. Since Intuit’s desire to cripple the best-known software application for Mac several years ago, there has not really been a good program to switch to. With the release of Lion though, all support for it on the Mac side has disappeared due to dropping the Rosetta software architecture that made PowerPC programs still run. Once everyone gets up and running with the new OS, i’ll probably switch over to iBank.

So to be fair, I have purchased the upgrade and installed it on my laptop. The whole idea is to give it the feel of the iOS devices…right? Since I have a trackpad on the laptop, it made sense that I could use multi-touch gestures with it. After having some difficulty downloading it, I played around with it for 10-15 minutes and haven’t found anything really negative to say about it….but I haven’t found anything really positive to say either. Just a big “meh” so far. Maybe after playing around with it some more it will yield some stronger emotions. I will say this though, if you have a machine that you do a lot of post production or graphics anything, wait. Wait until all of the kinks have been worked out; but I’m sure you know that already.

Project Daddy

21 Jul

Sleepy Pete's

Things may have not gone as planned, but everything worked out in the end. That’s what’s important after all. Holding out till induction, the little man had me prepared early with a hospital bag of my own. I had my Nikon D90 and my iPad synced up with some Kindle books that I had been reading. The day of, I decided that I needed to bring along my keyboard, because I just ‘knew’ that I was going to do some writing while I was around. Yeah, right. So what ended up happening? Not exactly what I planned on.

We ended up sitting in the waiting room because of an ‘error’ in scheduling. During that time I read some books on my iPhone, and looked at Facebook. After several hours, we made our way back into our delivery room and I busted out the iPad. Suffice to say, the best laid plans… With the wife’s mother and aunt hanging out, I didn’t really do what I set out to do. I tried to read but there was too much going on in the room for me to concentrate on reading. Sadly, I did what most of America does at times like these; played Angry Birds.

As we came closer to the golden hour, I pretty much stopped paying attention to the tech <gasp> and started paying attention to life. I did have enough mindset to set up my iPad to record all the audio of the events to come and had it plugged up so it wouldn’t die on me. I also had my iPhone set up to record video of the event…a very long event. Looking back on it, it was actually pretty short, but at the time it was quite long. Right before the big moment, the wifey’s aunt (camera person) freaked out that the screen went off on the phone. At that moment I figured that the battery had died. After all, it had been recording video for an hour. I had her power it back on and start the camera up just in time to catch the magic moment. As the moment passed, 26 seconds worth, the phone quit and told me it had run out of room. Crisis averted.

For a brief moment, I tried to take some photos with the D90, but my heart wasn’t really in it. My MIL was taking photos the whole time, so I just left it to her capable hands. As I tended to the wifey, things were going on that I honestly can’t remember all that well. I started to tweet and text everyone that the little bundle of joy had arrived. After another hour or so, we finally got settled in to our postpartum room and I got to sit down for the first time in a few hours. Learning that there was indeed WiFi, (hidden so other people don’t mooch off it) I proceeded to send out some pictures to friends and family.

Sleep….or so I thought. Within an hour of finally getting to sleep, the little urchin was back with us to feed, and then we could finally sleep. Wrong again. Another hour and back in the room. I think we got about 3 hours of sleep that first night and don’t get me started about the sleeping arrangements.

**UPDATE**

I wrote those first few paragraphs over the first week that we were back home. Looking back on things that I didn’t think I had time to do, I really don’t have time to do now….this blog for example. Currently, the little man is asleep behind me in a swingy seat and the wifey is sleeping. I try to let her sleep since she is the one who tends to get up at night. This is the first time (that I can think of) that I have time AND enough of a mindset to write so I am going to try and take advantage of it.

Project Daddy is underway!

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